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Quiet Grace

This wet and green May morning I’m sitting in a log cabin next to the Bushkill Creek, drinking coffee, dog by my side, My Best Beloved in the chair by the big window, which is filled with the sweet green leaves of spring. It’s raining today, so green is greener, tree trunks are browner, the moss on them more pronounced. The sense of being surrounded by a protective forest is all the more powerful.

Best Beloved and the Rescuepoo having a chat.

What quiet grace a moment like this is.

We’ve been here for a week and must leave tomorrow, and that’s the only bug-bite of imperfection. I’d stay here forever if I could. The creek, which is more of a river to my mind, runs high this time of year and the sound of it whooshing and swirling around the rocks is a villanelle, a lullaby, a Naiad’s song. The news, which I’ve hardly noticed, is a distant hum, and I suspect if I were able to be here another few weeks, I’d barely hear it at all.

When we first arrived at our rented, temporary paradise we were distraught by the death of a juvenile robin who crashed into the window. The Best Beloved buried her, as is proper. Two more birds after that smacked into the glass but survived. A friend on social media suggested I make silhouettes of hawks and place them to deter our feathered friends. It seems to have worked, but it was certainly a reminder that even here, in this idyllic setting, there is always a spicing of sorrow.

Birds made to save birds

Another friend suggested these fragile little ones were a metaphor for humanity’s careless imposition and destruction of the wild places and wild things. Yes, that’s true. There is always a price to be paid, isn’t there? If I owned this place, there would be screens on all the windows, which I hope would be nothing more than trampolines for my feathered relations. If we’re going to be here, in these healing ‘first cathedrals’ as my friend Sr. Rita calls them, we must tend them, care for the land, protect all those who share the space with us.

And really, imagine what the world would be like if we felt about all land, all space, as being holy and sacred, as I do this place, and as I do my own back garden at home? What if we treated the creatures and the waterways and the soil and the air in, say, Pittsburgh or New York, with the same tender love? What would the cities look like? How would we feel in them? How would we behave?

Since I was a girl I have always dreamed of having a cabin in the woods, near a running stream. I’m over sixty now and  I still hope that maybe one day I will.

 

The healing that place brings: I want for nothing here, have no ambition, wish to be nowhere else, with no one else. My Best Beloved asked me the other day, “If you had only one month to live, what would you do with it?” Why this, of course, exactly what I’m doing. That, surely, is the gift of the forest and the stream and the birds and the bears and chipmunks and the rain and the ground beneath my feet.

The wisest words ever spoken? “This too, shall pass.” So tomorrow, yes, we return to the other parts of our lives, but we will take this place and these creatures and spirits home with us, forever to be joined.

And now, back to listening to the voice of the river harmonize with that of the rain. Wishing you all, wherever you are, a moment of quiet grace.

7 Comments

  1. Anne Mountain on May 12, 2019 at 10:51 am

    Just profoundly beautiful. I am happy for you that this experience in that time, that sacred space offered so much and you gave so much love and blessing to it.

    • Lauren B. Davis on May 12, 2019 at 10:52 am

      Thanks Annie. It’s a true balm for the soul.

  2. Rita Woehlcke on May 12, 2019 at 11:03 am

    Yes yes yes. A rich reflection on true riches
    You can tell by its restorative power
    Happy for the three of you

    • Lauren B. Davis on May 12, 2019 at 11:06 am

      Thank you, Rita. Sacred Wild. (I suspect you could use a bit of that right now!)

  3. Wendy Alden on May 12, 2019 at 1:25 pm

    A very calming read. The cabin life sounds like it’s your perfection in life.
    In Vancouver there is a very lengthy pathway which runs through residential areas but is bordered by trees, flowers and mostly very quiet. It was a railway line and now is a walking/bike path. Whenever I travel it, I have a sense of being in the country, yet am still in the city. This kind of semi-seclusion is near impossible to find in a big city, but this path as I walk, run or cycle along brings a sense of peace to me.

  4. BuriedInPrint on May 15, 2019 at 10:54 am

    It sounds like a wonderful and healing week. With plenty of time for good discussions (I can only imagine the profundities exchanged in the photo you’ve shared.) How fortunate that you were able to reside there temporarily and take what you learned from the window incident(s) and make a change for the remaining residents flying in the area.

    • Lauren B Davis on May 15, 2019 at 10:55 am

      I just hope the cabin’s owner has at least left the silhouettes up. Poor birds.

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